I can't be fucked

I know it will be good if I do something.

I think about it like this: I don’t want to do this thing. I feel something bad when I think about it. I know something bad can happen if I don’t do this thing. If I do this thing, I will not do it well.

I want other people to know how I think. Because of this, I say this. At the same time, I say this word “fucked”.

I think about this word like this: Many people can feel something bad when they hear this word. Many people think it is bad if someone says this word. I don’t think the same. I want to say this word.